I always get happy, but at the same time I also feel the bitter heart of a person or pound with a friend, one of the friends I had and "love", contempt is the love that I? , If not contempt but why should that be the thing I always calumniate us, always in a derogatory? , Can not answer this? I always wondered - why ask? , alamak , nceet lak speking laaa seyh , hehe , urmm ,you, I love to share stories with you, yesterday I completed eight months with him, in the 8 months I fight a lot I nan him , but I never fight with him like yesterday, a fight that is very frightening, * not massive, maybe all I wrong I am but when I think back, one of them, but even if one of them gave me a reason I still do not like to fight and I do not like sour face, not to mention I do not want to fight a long time afraid of what will happen I do not want to, it is a I fear most, the reason I do not want to lose him, I want her reach heaven, says a person if the relationship is the fight as usual, but for me, I is not normal brownies but unusual, I always remember, GOD DOES NOT TEST THE oUTSIDE ability Servant , but God always for me a very severe test, at one time must have two problems that I face, sometimes I do not want to face a stronger, I need a friend to share stories, a reminder to man, for me, all women can not keep secret alone, they must find their friends to share stories with n for expressions of latent or they do not stand alone I borne, urmm, mind you, I like that too, I always share my story with friends, no matter the story happy to sad or story, I apologize for "the person was a man" if what he tells my my, my story with others, very sorry.